i think i look a little worse for the day. considering that i slept at three plus.


i had my dose of happy pills last night when someone was being so merciful to say that i have no compassion. sorry that i'm still bitter about this.


i was talking to Shabin last night after so long. we were bring ominous and talked about death and i told him that i didn't want to die old because i dont want to look old when i went to heaven. and then he scolded me. and then he had his version of heaven where you're at the gates and you meet St Peter, you'll be asked a very simple question. "What age would you like to be?" and you'll automatically be that age. and he has the whole idea that heaven has wireless and GPS so that when you want to look for someone, look at you mobile phone, switch on the Gps and you can find Joan of Arc. ain't that the coolest.
i'm still waiting for you to be on the cover of Men's Health.


Jared and i were talking online until two in the morning. that boy is a busy boy. currently in two bands. LOC and Midnight Run. i think MR sounds cooler than LOC (life of controversy). he said that two is the most he'd go. but i told him no! because he'll be in INTAGLIOS. haha. my band. we'll be famous. i know we will.


i'm going to make myself feel better. i'm going to keep my chin up. and not let words bring me down. cause i have dunfu to protect me from verbal abuse. and real family to back me up.


i neer understand how people blog in short forms sometimes. that i can never understand what on earth they're talking about.
ROFL!